However, at this moment in time i am not very happy.
I spent 4 hours cleaning the house and trying to make it perfect for when my mum got back from her trip thing and she was very happy with it as was my dad. I kinda thought that because he was happy with it he might let me go to becka’s bbq/party for end of exams thing, but he didn’t and whenever i tried to hint at it he gave me some really weird look. Also my mum is knackered hence not much company and just wants to go to bed meaning i probably could have gone if my dad wasn’t such a dick. The other day he made me feel guilty for even asking if i could go for a little bit. I was really looking forward to it and seeing everyone and actually being able to celebrate exams being over with people. I’m actually quite upset and pissed off.